(Source: alteredstateofconsciousness)
I just blew my nose
and now I feel like crying
and the dreams that I have
are all of my past lives
and the seizures would paralyze
me in the night
and I wake up
clutching my teddy bear tight
and I'm drooling and
trying to turn on the light
all I can do is hold fast and sit tight
--Underground, Kimya Dawson
21 years old, female, ED-NOS, fucked up.
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Hold fast and sit tight
and now I feel like crying
and the dreams that I have
are all of my past lives
and the seizures would paralyze
me in the night
and I wake up
clutching my teddy bear tight
and I'm drooling and
trying to turn on the light
all I can do is hold fast and sit tight
--Underground, Kimya Dawson
21 years old, female, ED-NOS, fucked up.
Follow me, I follow you.
If you would like to talk, message me for MSN/email.
DISCLAIMER:
All the pictures featured on this page belong to their respective owners. If you see your picture featured and don't want it to be, email me with link and I will take it down right away. • ask me something
Hold fast and sit tight
“Though my soul may set in darkness,
It will rise in perfect light,
I have loved the stars too fondly
To be fearful of the night”
—
Sarah Williams
2868) Dear whoever reads this. YOU. ARE. BEAUTIFUL. Whether you’re 100 pounds or 200 pounds, you’re stunning.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
“She said, ‘I’m so afraid.’ And I said, ‘Why?’, and she said, ‘because I’m so profoundly happy, Dr. Rasul. Happiness like this is frightening. They only let you be this happy if they’re preparing to take something from you.’”
— The Kite Runner (via quote-book)
plan as of tomorrow
Allowances:
- 2 slices of dry toast per day (max)
- 1 large apple per day (max)
- Unlimited black coffee, water, and tea
Rules:
- Each day begins with 5 points
- Anything over daily allotment (see above) is -1 point per 100 calories
- Exercise is +1 point for 30 minutes or 5 miles (cycling)
- Drinking less than 64 oz of water per day is -1 point
- Purging results in all points lost for the day. No matter what.
- Weigh-ins occur once per week on Thursdays.
- One day per week is a “cheat day” — Any foods are allowable as long as calories stay under 1000. On this day, full points will be granted (unless I’ve purged).
This is my “meal plan” for the next 3 months. I hope to lose 30-45 lbs on it, if not more. Anyone of course is welcome to do it with me, and I can give you my IM or number for texting. :) I like points, it will definitely keep me motivated.
lea michele | marie claire photoshoot
ughhh had to make this so fast for it to work on tumblr. I have NO idea why.